Now...

Now, looking in your eyes, I feel fucking lost. I don't know what to think anymore, or who to love. I can't understand my feelings, but I just know I want to stay by your side my whole life and never let you go, you know? I have no idea why I'm saying this after how much you have hurt me... you made me cry lots, but I still love you, and I still love you only because of your fucking beautiful, deep, mysterious and perfect eyes...